I haven't posted in a while, and I posted not really about my feelings. And this time I wanted to post about serving at the church. I am not here to boast, but to really share my heart in ministry.
I have served in the church in many ministries. Some ministries I have left, and some I have continued serving in. Any ministry that anybody gets to serve in is such a great privilege, and honor. I have been serving on the children ministry for almost as long as I remember, just shy of 8 years (I am probably wrong, but it has been a while). I am not counting scores for the time I have served, but it has been a while.
Serving on the children side is such a wonderful feeling, especially working with the younger ones. Being able to see them grow so quickly, makes your heart all fuzzy and warm. I am able to witness God's miracles grow up, from not knowing how to read to suddenly serving on the English side. But I must admit, ministry isn't all green meadows and rainbows, not perfect each and every time. And I would hate to say this, sometimes the days make you doubt your choice of serving. Children being rowdy, nothing going right, you know just everything that could go wrong for a normal school teacher could happen in Sunday school too.
I can recall there were lessons when some of the kids were still very young, that I would end up teaching lessons with kid in arm, still crying (or having them somehow fall asleep in my arms). I am not complaining (because those times are when we create the warmest memories with the kids, or the cutest memories) but those times can be trying.
Today I was speaking with one of the children's moms, just striking up a casual conversation. And she brought up how her daughters were, and how she had also brought her niece today. Her niece used to come to church every few months; so we didn't see her very often. But when she did come, she was able to integrate into the group no problem. That, I believe, played a very important part in her life. As we continued the conversation, the mom told me that her niece always asked her dad to visit aunty, so that she could go to church the next day! When I heard that, it really touched my heart, as calm as I was outside, inside I was jumping up and down with joy. To put this in perspective, the niece lives in Mississauga, and coming to us is quite a trip. She had asked to have a sleepover on Saturday, so that she would be able to attend church on Sunday morning. She is asking to be brought to church. I praise the Lord for His work in her heart, this little child. She's under the age of 10, and she is already yearning I told the mom how encouraged I am having heard this, and then she gave me the K.O. part of her story. Her niece, on top of asking to come to church, has asked her auntie for a Bible. I was overjoyed with the news, and I was really encouraged by the news.
As I have said, children ministry can be hard, and challenging (physically and mentally). But seeing God touch this little heart, it encouraged me to give the kids 110% of the love God has given me. To be there for them on Sundays when I am teaching them, and to visit them and care for them in their times of need. As we learned, there is a meaning to everything we do in our lives. Sometimes we don't know why we are doing it, and sometimes even if we know why, Satan tries to get in our way.
Thank you God for the encouragement, and for allowing me to serve you and your children. Thank you for giving me the experience, and thank you for speaking through me to the children. I feel so blessed that I was able to help you do your work on this Earth, be a method of communication between you and the children. I need to learn to have that child-like faith, and really yearn for your love.